even to the most unobservant person, it's easy to see what i truly feel
and it's sometimes a big inconvenience to be so transparent when you're trying to hide feelings and emotions that should not be spoken of yet
but then i cant imagine repressing them
i feel an almost physical ache in my chest whenever i do so
so i show giddiness when im in that early stage of infatuation
i raise my eyebrows when im thinking "what the heck is he/she doing or saying?"
i scream when im frustrated or in the throes of pain
i tilt my head to the side and use my gentlest voice when im feeling malambing
i hug people when i miss them even though i saw them just a week ago
i pinch people when im in the gigil mode (whether good or bad gigil, that is the question)
i cry even at the slightest emotional tug to my heart
i sing my heart out when i want to, regardless of who's listening (or not listening)
but there are still some things that i have to keep in
for my own sake (and for others as well)
